Wow! I haven't been on here and forever! :)
Gosh there's sooo many things I could write about!
I miss high school, HA never thought i'd say that in million years, but I do.
I miss getting up in the morning and having something to look forward to and keep me busy.
Now im at home and completely jobless. OHHH and i'm not in college anymore which sucks too.
So NO school or JOB ohh yeah and don't have much friends anymore. I guess Mr.Beane was right after all huh. :)
I found out i have A.D.D now which is kinda new and understandable for me.
I cant believe ive been up every morning for the last few days filling out APP's for jobs
its killing me Ive filled out over 27 apps gezzz u would think someone would have called me
by now. I've asked around to see if anyone knows in openings anywhere everyone mostly said
no people or now cutting hours. Which really i dont care alittle money is better than none I mean heck.
I would do just about anything for a job right now! Im losin my cell phone again Monday :( ughhh I dont know what im going to do without it that thing has my life on it.
I havent seen my mom in forever which sucks and i kinda have to get over now. I know why but im not gonna write it for the world to know. I just hope her boyfriend gets better and i get to see her soon.
Another thing that sucks is I dont even have the money to go to the doctor Monday to get meds for my A.D.D isnt that stupid and i dont know what im going to do about that. Their no one i can asked to tell me which really sucks :(.
This Picture really explains how ive been lately it sucks :( Im just falling apart and this time theres really no one here to pick me up but myself and its getting harder and harder. I just hope God has a plan for me cause i cant take this crap much longer.
Anyways im going to sleep maybe I'll geting on here tomorrow and write more. Night <3


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